im thinking about a tattoo like this on my ribs. except super modified. i want a cardinal instead. and a cross and ivy somewhere incorporated in. and water. for a lot of reasons. and i want it to say “in life there are no coincidences, just little miracles”.

i also want “breathe” writting behind my ear, and my nose pierced.

idk when im getting all this exactly, or who im going with, but i want to get it all done before school stats in August. . and i want to lose about 25 pounds before i get them.

starting today im on a diet, and ill work out every chance i get. i have a goal, and i want to get it done.

the way i look now makes me sick. i look in the mirror and look away. im so unhappy with the way i look. . its disgusting. just another thing that makes me stressed when i walk into a room. im going to take care of that.