sucks. i hate it. i hate walking into school with so much on my mind. i hate sitting in class when id rather be outside DOING SOMETHING with my life. i hate feeling like im wasting time. i hate learning things i dont want to be taught. i hate thinking when i want to sleep. i hate knowing where i want to go in life, but its just out of reach because the governments not ready for me to do so yet. i hate sitting in class thinking about things that bother me without being able to fit them until the government tells me its okay to go home. i hate that when i dont go to class, the school calls my house to tell me parents. im 18. cant i decide if im too sick to go to school? eff. this. i just want to sketch, and learn about ways to help people get better. not sit in classes that are required because someone else told me they are. i want to go outside. i want to sit with you. i want to learn what i want to learn. i want some freedom. i want everything to be so simple. but it never is.