anything i write on this will be “spilling”.

i say that because i am going to log onto this site when i cant handle what im hold in anymore, and i just need to tell someone.

someone being anonymous listener, because a lot of this stuff i dont want to tell anyone i know. i dont want these things to get out of my mind. i dont want things to get tossed around or misinterpreted.

there will be typos, there will be really dramatic statements, and there will be things that whoever is reading this will not agree with, but please bare with me. i will be typing as fast as i can, and i probably will not reread the things i write again before i post them.

i hope you have a wonderful day :) you deserve it.